Stupid Test

Today was a bad day.  I am about a week late and so I took a pregnancy test this morning and it was negative, but of course I had gotten my hopes up even though I kept telling myself that I wasn't pregnant.  And all night I was waking up having dreams about taking the pregnancy test and it being positive or negative.  So I was exhausted by the time I actually got up this morning and did the test.  Then I just laid downstairs on the couch in my robe and hardly had the will to get up and go to work.  I hate this.  I feel like it will never happen.